Random, but what I feel...

I sit at my computer, and motion my hand to the keys to paint my blank white canvas, and realize that I can't put my finger on what I want to say. You ever get that feeling like you want to say so much at once, that it makes you not want to say anything at all? As soon as you think of a topic, then a phrase, then a word, 7 variations of your words come to your mind, along with 3 more concepts to write about, not feeling like you want to say the same thing anymore, and you're back to square one? I get that quite often actually...there's a lot in this heart of mine, and I sometimes don't know just how to say it. Sometimes I even feel like I would give so much to be able to say EVERYTHING that's on my heart at a moment in time...just to be able to take a deep breath after and feel the relief...I guess it's a blessing and a curse. The ability to continuously pour out is a blessing, because it allows me to come up with the poetry that I do, at the drop of a dime, and it seems like people LOVE it! Then on the other hand, sometimes my thoughts seem to weigh me down. Last night, I had so much to say, but one thing I'm learning more everyday is that many of my thoughts are better off kept in my mind...As you can see, I still have alot to say...and sometimes I feel like many people wouldn't understand enough for me to reach out to them to say it...it would just be overkill...I guess we'll see what happens from here. If you read this, thank you. I appreciate the fact that you took the time to dive into my mind just a little with me...

Love Rage

by Blessed

As the showers fall, I see us standing in the hurricane

Your lips give way to a river as the melodies flow like water

I hear you say "I love you" as the water clears my eyes, & I see your beautiful smile

Like sunshine in the middle of the storm

As the water falls to your lips, love falls with it...

My arms wrap around you, and you shift, so that you fit perfectly in them

The storm around us intensifies with each second

Trees are rooted up, Cars overturned, Windows shatter, pavements break with the concrete

Yet the spot we stand in, is quiet

I hear every word you speak, and every beat of your heart

We stand in the eye of the storm

Peaceful with each other

When we close our eyes, I hear the winds pick up and the crashes get louder

Then I kiss you, and all hell breaks loose

When we open our eyes, we realize that the tempest is a result of our love

The world responds to our passion with anarchy, because it does not understand the love we have

It identifies with our love's ability to crush & simultaneously create, so it attempts to imitate..

Only to fall short of the essence of where we draw from

By ourselves we cause showers, but together, we take the world by carnage, causing dark clouds and typhoons

Too bad for the rest of the world, that I love you so much

They'll just have to get used to residing in chaos...

Cuz not loving u is far from my thoughts

Hello, my lovely storm

I would be honored to spend my life with you...

I'll wait until the wedding night to undress you

We'll see what kind of madness happen then...